Bad blog mommy!

I have seriously been neglecting my duty as a blogger lately and been posting super short posts really with not a huge update on life! So I guess from taht you can deduct, its been a pretty hectic last few weeks! So here goes the fill in:

Shane had his 15 month old check up last Friday. He is 34 inches and 26.4 lbs! BIG BOY! He is golden on all the physical movements he's supposed to be doing but I addressed my concern about how little he talks. He was a late babbler when he was a baby so I don't know if this is following that pattern but I'd much rather be safe than sorry and if he is having trouble talking, I want to get it check out ASAP. I've decided to call Early Intervention and have him evaluated to be on the safe side. I'd much rather be overly cautious on this than denying he might have some trouble and letting it go too far. Best case scenario is that he just needs a push in the right direction and I need some tips to help him and worse case is there is actually a developmental issue but at this age it will be a much better outcome if he is diagnosed and we get him in with a speech therapist. He is smart, that I cannot deny. He figures things out quickly and has already shown an interest in puzzles. He brings me objects when I ask for them and he shows desire to want to communicate with me. To be perfectly honest, my biggest fear is autism. Matt's youngest brother was diagnosed with Aspbergers 3 years ago so that is always in the back of my mind since we don't know what causes autism. So other than that, things have been great with my bug. He is growing SO much and learning to do new things every day! He LOVES to eat. I talked to Matt about it and his reaction was "My poor wallet". I guess its payback for his teenage years!

Speaking of the hubbs, we don't have much longer till R&R! Its definitely hitting me and the anxiety and anticipation has been driving me wild! I have been really trying to push myself during my work outs and trying to do something every day instead of every other day. I started tanning to fix my horrible tan lines from taking Shane in the pool. The next week or so I have everything planned out to what day I get the car washed (which HOPEFULLY will be fixed by Tuesday) to getting my pedi/mani. I am trying my hardest to stay busy which has been a struggle since I do have a lot to do just not really things I want to do. School has been kicking my ass lately. I have NEVER had a class where I've had so much work to do in such a short period of time not to mention I have to have my finals turned in early since the weekend they are due happens to be when Matt and I are away in Maine with NO internet connection (not that I'm wanting to bring a laptop anyway :) ). So in the next say week and a half I have to do three weeks worth of school work including two final projects and get myself ready for seeing my husband again for the first time in 6 months. I need a drink just thinking about it!

Update on my poor Corolla: The other driver was found negligent in the accident so I paid no deductible and it didn't affect my insurance rates. I was so thrilled when i got the copy of the police report that he had placed her at fault even though no citation was issued at the scene. So right now my baby is being fixed but the adjuster made some mistakes and not all of the parts were ordered to fix it so now I am waiting on the supplement from the other drivers insurance. I dropped the car off a week ago so I am getting anxious to have her back!

So really that's it for now! Stayed tuned...

I just want him home

I've had enough.

I want my husband back.

I want to know he's safe and all his limbs are attached.

I want to feel his arms around me.

I want our family to be a family again.

I don't want my son having to point to pictures and say "dada". I want him to say "dada" to his daddy.

These last few weeks before R&R have DRAGGED on and I cannot find enough to keep me busy. I feel like I'm losing my mind a little bit. I have NEVER felt this anxious or stressed out in my life. I just keep praying for patience and peace.

Slave to schoolwork

I am busting my butt to get my degree finished so this is a typical image of me. If I'm not running or running after my little one, I'm camped out working on school work. I have 3ish weeks before all my finals are due which will just in time for the hubs to come home. Hopefully that will keep my motivated and focused... ya, right.

Thirty-One gifts

New business venture guys!

www.mythirtyone.com/amk

Please check out my site and let me know if you'd like to order anything or have questions! I have fallen in love with their products and the quality is amazing and the prices are affordable! Everything comes in several patterns which you can view on the online catalog and can be personalized!

Here are some of my favorite products:

Utility tote $29.50

Stores everything! I love to put mine in the back seat of my car to keep all of my son's things organized! And its so easy to bring in and out!

Thermal lunch tote $14

I have used mine that came in my starter kit quite a few times already! It's perfect for us mom's on the go!

Weekender Tote $72

Perfect for those unexpected getaways!

There are so many more amazing products so don't be shy and take a peak! I am currently hosting an online party for all of my own of the area friends from the 14th-24th. You can e-mail me at amkthirtyone@yahoo.com with questions or an order!

Shane's First Haircut

Yep, I did it. I cut off the curls. He was started to get knots in his hair and it was just way out of control. It took me 3 months to get to this point and I'm really glad I just went with it and didn't take him to an actual hairdresser. I just ambushed him in the tub while he was distracted.

So yep, that's it! He looks so old now!

Kennebunkport

One of my favorite places in the entire world. I have been coming here since I was little and I can faintly remember walking over the bridge into town and the toy shop where I would buy little silly things from.

This is now Shane's second time here although last time he was only 3 months old and slept through the majority. I love being able to show my son these places I spent so much time at during the summer. It's this whole life completing a circle kind of thing that gives me the chills.

(And the first picture of Matt and I on the left side of my blog-is next to that toy shop I talked about. It was taken during his R&R in 2007)

Mamarazzi Monday #3

As promised, our third Monday mamarazzi picture!